It was a malformed face with a twisted mouth, made worse by a fixed smirk on it. It was not a genetic disorder, the man was sporting it, just the way he sported a shirt with large brightly-coloured checks and curls that flopped into his eyes. A yesteryear version of today's vulgarity. A big man with heavy features, tiny hands and shiny skin, he often stretched his smirk when he looked at me and held it, baring his teeth and lifting his face, reminding me of that buffalo in the backyard of grandma's house which she sold some years ago to make ends meet. I felt sick to my stomach and turned my face away. 'No, how can I live with this man? Just his face turns my stomach.' 'But he likes you,' he intoned, as he often did to earn his living. 'And he doesn't want anything; he earns well, and he is the only one in years...' His voice trailed away as he struggled to hold back his tears. Even now, he lifts his face baring his teeth and stretches the smirk that holds on to his lips and sniffs a buffalolike sniff. I no longer feel sick; fondling and caressing the baby on my hip, the dead spit of his father, I have grown used to it.
Ramanujam Parthasarathy is a creative writer and translator whose works in English and Tamil have been published in Indian Literature (Sahitya Akademi), Span, The Hindu (Sunday Magazine & Literary Review), The Indian Express (Magazine), Readomania, Kanaiyazhi, Ananda Vikatan, Solvanam, and Thinnai. He has been a newspaper columnist as well. In a career in higher education spanning forty years of teaching, teacher training, researching, research reviewing, and materials writing, he has worked as Director, Loyola ELT Centre, at Andhra Loyola College; Director (Training) at Vignan University; and Director, ELT Centre at SR Gudlavalleru Engineering College. He lives in Vijayawada.
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